I want liberty

First of all I want to apologize, for upcoming mistakes in my written english.
In Germany I really didn't practice my english that well till Protected content

Dear all,

A few weeks ago I got an email from internations with the topics of some discussed postings... "How to make a better world" and "What to do if you loose everything?"

Those two threads made me willing to give my first two comments to this community.
And I decided as well to write down my own post,...
Why?
Because in the last 5 years those two questions created a whole new life for me, which I want to share now. 

It all started in Protected content ...
My company didn't run that good, and every month I lost a lot of money.
Big problems in my family, like two unsuccessful accomplished suicides in my closest family up to big problems in my relationship... I was suffering, really suffering.

Then one night in Protected content happen...Somehow... I woke up... 

I was laying in my bed, thinking about how to solve all those problems, like every night in that time... And suffering like every night and day, because there were no answers. In that night my head felt like bursting... And somehow it happened...
A big explosion. I was half awake and almost have dreaming, when it happened.
The explosion felt like a huge wave of feelings that throws me high up to the sky.
It made me feel like I got hit by a lightning out of the universe.
All the energy of the universe seemed to centralized in me, and for couple of minutes I was the center of everything, way bigger than our planet.
It felt like flying above... Peaceful and so positive, the energy, the power, those feelings went throu every part of my body... So much bigger than those bad feelings that where nagging on my soul for so many month.
Even when I woke up, I could feel this energy...

I was so confused, I didn't know what happened to me... I was speechless..
But on the other hand... I felt so strong... And after a long time... I felt so amazing happy.

This one night changed everything.
I gave up trying to keep my restaurant running, and opened a new chapter.

I start working in a hotel again, my relationship became better, and those problems, that almost broke me apart, disappeared from alone.

But another thing happened in this new chapter of my life...
I tried to find out, what happened to me in that night...
I searched in the Internet.. Searched about happiness, satisfaction... Hope...

But what I found was the opposit... I found lies, wars, tears, violence... Death...

The world like I ment to know broke apart. Not only this...
I became obsessed in finding informations... I began to realize that I lived a dream all my life.
I life dictated by the media...
Where the TV told me how I had to be happy, what I need to get.. What I need to BUY... A life where for the most of us real love only seemed to be happen in movies.

And I became damn interested into politics and our money system.
I dig deeper and deeper, and so many things opened up in front of me... So much cruelty, where I realized, that on the way how I lived in Germany, I was a part of it...
My lifestyle for all those years was build on the shoulders of some very poor people...
 And than a big question came up to my mind...
HOW TO MAKE A BETTER WORLD?

Like I mentioned before... I became obsessed...
Up to 16 hours per day I dig in the Internet. I questioned every news in the TV till I decided to keep this propaganda box switched off...
I watched hundreds of documentations, I translated news from the Internet from all around the world...
I stopped carrying about my girlfriend... About my work...
All what counted in that time was only one thing...
HOW TO MAKE A BETTER WORLD?

So,... one thing came to another... And I lost everything...
My girlfriend after almost 9 years of relationship, my car, my job, my home...

End of Protected content was homeless... I lost almost all my friends, because I only spoke about changes, changes and changes... Many of them thought I became crazy...
But for me... They became crazy, because they sticked to a life where most of them were suffering somehow, very often because of little things that more or less seemed unimportant for me to be worried about...

And almost... didn't mean all...
A few of my friends still stand on my side... And especially one of them made me not to gave up. He didn't do that on purpose... That's for sure!

Only couple of days after I left my home with my little trolley for good, the girlfriend of this mentioned friend gave me a call.
She asked me why I didn't visited him at the hospital, but I didn't know at that time that my friend was ill.
I went to the hospital right away.
On my way I thought about my lost girlfriend, not only lost... More stolen by her boss... I thought about my friend, whom I didn't saw for months, after
 he betrayed me with money. I thought that this friendship was over...

When I entered the hospital room, I saw him laying there...
Cables came out of his body, and all his family members in that room looked at me with sad faces....
His mother was the first one who welcomed me... And we heard my friend asking, he wanted to know who was coming. He couldn't move at all...
When I stepped in front of his bed, all that bad feelings about what he did to me and because I was so disappointed and angry for month, disappeared in one second...
I realized right away, that whatever happened to me, all what I lost, even to be homeless...
There was nothing to complain about for me...
I was able to walk, able to use my hands... Able to do everything I want.
Compare to my old friend, I realized ... I still could counted me as very lucky.

There was happened so much in the last years, that it's impossible to write down everything... Even this night, that I spend with my very ill friend, included a lot of deep conversation where we both learned a few new lessons of life.

He convinced me to stay with his girlfriend, what I did.
And together with her I took care of him all the time, and taught him how to walk, how to use his hands... how to start from zero...

It took us about 4 month to heal him, but together we did it...

Till March Protected content also build up a new life.... A new job, a new apartment...
But somehow all that doesn't felt right... Even if it seemed like I would get everything back, I realized that nothing of all this material things will ever make me happy again.
There was a bigger challenge, and I couldn't just close my eyes, and even if it looks impossible ... Deep inside ... I knew that I had to try...

I had to find a way to give my small part, to make this world a better place... So I started a little journey... 

I started to study the people around me, what they where missing in life, what made them happy, how they saw the problems the world is facing.
This study I kept on doing for a few years...

Till today I went to a bunch of places where I always got new impressions.

And today I write you from the center of Jakarta... Indonesia

I realized in Germany that I couldn't do anything else then only to inform the people around me that we have to change...
And most of the people didn't want to hear that, or they said... "You cannot change anything!"

And perhaps they were right... I realized that there was almost zero impact in my work of informing people in Germany.

In all my researches and studies I saw self-sufficient strategies as one of the most crucial item that I wanted to promote.

My vision was to create a symbol of self-sufficiency... as the center of a community... Sustainable & Clean...  to proof that there are ways with a deep impact... ways to improve the life of people... And thus with every improved life, making the world better... step by step

I went with my idea from door to door, embassies, NGO's, industry and political key people...
Of course none of them said : "Okay, let's do it!"
But they all helped me and gave me needed information.
And almost all of them asked me: "How do you want to make profit out of it?"

I created a masterplan.. and combined ecological and economical aspects...

After that I started to create a foundation, big enough to become the starting point... to realize my vision.

This all, how I get here, and what I have done to get here is very difficult to bring down in a few words... 

But I believe...

There is still hope... It is not to late for us to be the change... to change something.

For all of us... we still have the opportunity to make this place... our World...

A better place..

And if there are people... People who think that there is no more hope for something good..

It is our responsibility to show them that in most cases nothing is lost if we just stand up and be the change ourself.. 

Also I'm sure that we all know deep inside that we need to change something, we have to make this world a better place... There is no other option!

This change can start now... a change that could provides hope, when everything seemed lost.

Hope is in my oppinion the first step for all of us, to make this world a better place!

I know it must look crazy for the most of you what i'm doing here... I'm also quite sure that more then 90 % of all people who found this article, already switched to another page, because this all.. is way to much to read... 
But I have to do that... 
I have kids now...
And even if it sounds crazy, I want liberty for them... A better world...
 
After years of preparation, I would like to introduce an idea of an initiative to connect the whole world, centralizing the global focus on one single project, and thus provide a real opportunity to spread hope... in opposite to all those horrific news that spread fear among us.. with pictures and videos of a violence so scary showing that part of our people already lost all of their humanity...

Don't we need to create something good in all that chaos?... 
Something good we can hold on to... something so good that it can provide all of us with hope whenever needed...

And I think the foundation to do so has been build, my network by now integrate the biggest organization that we know...Industrial and political key player, expertise, knowledge...and Finance.. 

The only thing missing to start... is YOU... I need you to complete this puzzle..
You whoever you are, whatever you do ... you are part of the last pillar...
The most important pillar,... the 99%... the humans.

And all pillars together... could then become the full Protected content

A project supported by a global audience of people with all kinds of backgrounds, skills and professions... All kind of companies, organization, groups...  

A global project to give an example what can happen... If the humans start to share... Liberty...

A project developed by humans

A project maintained by humans

A project from the humans for the humans

A project of liberation... to improve one thing the most... 

HOPE...